Here are some additional resources that you may wish to explore. Help abounds for you.
(Please note, not all sites are official A.A. sites.)
For the Alcoholic:
The Big Book Online
AA Grapevine: http://www.aagrapevine.org/
The A.A Fact File
For the families and friends of Alcoholics:
The Utah Valley Al-Anon Family Groups Meeeting Schedule.
The national Al-Anon website.
The Utah Al-Anon website.